Wellbeing and Writing

Wellbeing and Writing

Writing in nature @ NWWT Michelle Payne

Last summer, we held a wellbeing and writing walk, at our Spinnies Aberogwen Nature Reserve. We guided our participants through a wellbeing meditation, using their five senses to map out the nature and wildlife of the reserve and write prose inspired by these senses and their connection to nature. Below are these wonderful pieces written by our participants. This was one of a series of events enabled by funding from Welsh Government’s Landfill Disposals Tax Communities Scheme, administered by WCVA.

Using a blank map of the Spinnies Aberogwen Nature Reserve, participants could write, draw or doodle what each of their five senses discovered during their walk, allowing them to focus on their well-being and inspire them to write.

A photo of a curlew, out on water.

Curlew/Gylfinir @ Alan Price

'Curlew'
Written by Wendy Dossett

Curlew, saviour of St Beuno's noble writings from the main 

Back to the biting wind, tail-feathers blown against the grain. 

Her tapestry-needle bill sifts and turns the silt,  

Sifts and turns, sifts, persistent, 

A photo of the wooden beams found on the shoreline of the Spinnies Aberogwen Nature Reserve

Wooden beams of the Spinnies Aberogwen's shoreline @ Wendy Dossett

Weaving invisible weft through muddy warp 

Her own lines, disappearing,  

There and gone,  

Her cries, too, taken by the wind,  

There and gone. There and gone.  

"Here is a little poem I wrote after the creative writing walk at the Spinnies. I was having a difficult mental health day but I decided to go along anyway as I love it there and I often explore my feelings and thoughts through writing. It was a wonderful walk exploring the geology, botany and birdlife of the area and it certainly helped alleviate some of the isolation I feel when I can’t go out very much due to my disabilities. It felt good to remember my connection to nature and to all that goes on around us and we were absolutely blessed with a fantastic display by the Kingfisher as we ended our walk. I started to write about the process of adjusting to life after your children have flown the nest and the process of rediscovering yourself after many years of being a single parent. Poetry always helps me take a step back from whatever it is that I’m feeling so i can process and appreciate them. I’m grateful for the creative stimulus that this creative writing walk offered me."
~ Lee Green
Swan on the water with cygnets on its back

Swan with cygnets © Jon Hawkins

'Brood'
Written by Lee Green

I push myself to go

Out into the world

It is hard

I have no flock to fly with

More like the buzzard than the starling

Going it alone

Yet often the flock mindset is strong

though misguided in me-

Hypervigilant

Ever

             ready

to

             flee

Sketching of a plant drawn by Lee Green

Plant sketches @ Lee Green

Startled

I raise the call

Of some imagined danger

My high pitched trill

Falls on deaf ears

Sure we are vulnerable

But there is no we

My nest is now empty

So long have i fought to protect you

And now you have fledged

I look up at you soaring

On sanguine wings

And feel proud

Though insubstantial

A sketch of a plant by Lee Green

Plant sketches @ Lee Green

Now i am frightened by my own falsetto

Flapping at my shadow

When night falls

I sleep in the shallows

One eye ever open

Never fully resting

Fearing and hoping

For the next chance

to be brave for you

Recently I’ve only pecked at crumbs

When once i hunted wildly

And my plumage

Seems faded, disheveled

Doubting my ability

To fly again

I walk towards the clifftop

And take a deep breath,

start my shaky ascent

And the wind lifts me up

To a new elevation

Where the vantage point

Is vast.

A photo of a white herring gull amongst a field of flowers

Herring Gull @ Gillian Day

'White Gull'
Written by Michelle Payne (NWWT Engagement Officer)

I’m a white gull, squawking loudly to my fellow gulls as we splashed around the estuary. 

Making sure my friends and family are all around me, all happy and safe. 

And most importantly, can hear my loud squawks. 

They need to know I’m here and with them. 

I decide to take flight, high up above the waters into the great blue sky, my friends and family close behind. 

We fly over towards the land together as one 

Right over some humans sitting along the shoreline. 

Their heads are down and they seem to be scribbling on white sheets of paper, doing that strange writing things humans do. 

I let out a great big squawk to catch their attention too. 

It’s important for all to know, 

Humans, birds, every living thing, 

I am here and with them. 

Photo of the River Ogwen, viewed from the bridge linking the Spinnies Aberogwen and the Coastal path through the Penrhyn Estate

River Ogwen from the bridge @ NWWT Michelle Payne

I look up at the squawking colony of gulls that soared over our heads as we sit and write. 

The sun beams down at me, warming me with it rays.  

As I stand, I can see a lone camomile nesting next to me besides the log, 

Waving in the salty sea air that I can smell and taste on my tongue. 

In the city, the gulls squawking can seem loud, disruptive, always at the wrong time. 

But here, as I stop and breathe, I wonder, 

Perhaps it’s not them that creates that annoyance in us. 

But the way the city pushes us into rushing about, hustling and bustling 

Taking this time to stop and just stay in the one single moment 

And those squawking gulls aren’t disrupting the peacefulness that sits over me at all 

They are a part of that peace 

Here, and with me. 

To see more amazing prose, see our previous creative writing walk blog:

Spinning Stories at the Spinnies Aberogwen

And for more wellbeing walks, and chances to step out into nature, check out our Events page for forthcoming events.